Suddenly

Suddenly I feel you holding me.
Suddenly I feel your joy embracing me.
Suddenly I feel your peace crashing upon my soul.
Suddenly I feel your hands reforming my heart.
Suddenly I feel your voice surrounding me.

Suddenly I feel you leading me in to a new life
Suddenly I feel you taking me out do the mire of my life
Suddenly I feel you brining me into your life.
Suddenly I feel you taking my mind back.
Suddenly I feel you sweeping my old life away.

Suddenly I feel your love again.
Suddenly I feel you’re with me again
Suddenly I feel that I am not so alone
Suddenly I feel that I can make it though the next hour

Suddenly I feel you.

God, oh my God, suddenly I feel that your no longer distant, suddenly I remember that you care, suddenly I feel your hand taking me to the life I once felt and to the life I will one day have again.
God I felt that you had left me and forgotten about me, sometime I still feel that you had. I miss you and your love and all that you had to do with my life, I miss feeling you in all I did.

God please take me back, do not make the person I was once, but the person you want me to become now.

-Christopher Welker