Rant 06.03.04
Why do I do it, why do I put my self in situations that I know I will hurt myself with. Why do I let myself get so wrapped up into something knowing that I will not recive anything in return.
I do it because I love. Because I love what I am doing or what I am dealing with. Sometimes I do recive, maybe not what most would say is a return, but I recive reations and responses that make me know what I am doing is worthwhile.
I do it because I don’t require anything in return. I just need a hug or a friend or the see how people are touched by what I do, as long as I am doing it with all that I am I will always see a response.
Sometimes I get selfish and think about myself, when in fact I tend not to do things for me or based on what I need, but I get selfish and no longer think about others or what they are needing.
I do things with my whole being and sometimes I am left empty. I wish that I did not require anything just to keep going and give to my friends, give them that which they need.
4 Comments:
What are you speaking of in this post? I may have been a while before, but I never had the place to ask. What exacly is the situation that hurt you?
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it was when i relized what i should have been feeling from her when i misintrupreted the situation
How does that play into your reason for doing things - because you love? What/whom did you love or do you love, as the case is?
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