There's Something Inside Me

There’s something inside me
I want to let it out

There’s something inside me
I can’t figured it out

There’s something inside me
It screams to get out.

There’s something inside me

I want to scream, I want to be free of it I want it to go away and never return. Why won’t it let me have control of my own emotions? I can’t see it but I can feel it, I can’t bring to the surface to kill it, but it will kill me if I don’t deal with it.

Let it out, get it out, I don’t want it to be there any more. I want to be free from its grasp, I want its icy cold claws of despair and doubt, Darkness to release my soul from the deepest darkest Hell it has it held it.

Go away from me, let me alone. Give my soul back let me be who I need to be, let me find who it is I need to be.

Release me and never come back.

Why won’t you let me go, why can’t I be who I want to be who it is I am to become. Why must I wonder what my purpose is in this life? Why is the only reason I go on because I neither have a good enough reason, nor the courage to end it?

Let me go.

-Christopher Welker