When all is said and done

When all is said and done, what are we left with
When all is said and done, what would you want to be left with

When its all over, will it be worth it all to someone
When its all over, will it be worth it all to you
When it’s all over will it be worth it all to someone
When it’s all over will it be worth it all to just one

What would make it said and done, what would make it worth it all. When is the end the end?

Do you ask why
Do you ask when
Do you ask why not

I do
I do
I do

I want to know what this life is for.
I want to know why we are put on this earth if only to struggle.

If the Son has set you free, you are free indeed…. Not really true, I have been set free from sin and death, but I have not been set free of me, of my “demons”

I want to be free
I want to breath with out the weight of the world weighing on my body

I want to love and be loved,
but I fear I never will.

I have loved… and lost…. I do not think it is better… in fact I wish I had not,
now someone will have to pick up the pieces which are me.

Who am I
What am I here to do.
Why am I staring out over a flowing sea of orange.
Why can I not be content

--Christopher Welker
03.30.05